Yesterday morning, I preached at Old St Andrew’s Parish Church out Hwy 61 in West Ashley. When I first glanced at the lectionary for the morning (Revised Common Lectionary | March 18, 2012), the readings were so fitting and perfect that I couldn’t imagine using just one of the texts. Instead, I chose to tell my story using all four of the daily scriptures, which came together so nicely that it felt like a lectionary slow pitch from God
It went a little something like this:
Ephesians 2:1-3
You were dead through the trespasses and sins in which you once lived, following the course of this world, following the ruler of the power of the air…following the desires of flesh and senses.
The summer before my senior year at Duke, I took 27 hits of LSD in 18 days. I came to the conclusion that I was the second coming of Jesus Christ and that I was supposed to die in the ocean to usher in God’s eternal Kingdom.
Psalms 107:17
Some were fools and took to rebellious ways.
On May 29, 2005, I swam out from Folly Beach into the Atlantic Ocean to drown myself.
John 3:18
Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God.
When I sobered up I realized that I was not Jesus, and what’s worse that I was separated from God in my sin. I saw that outside of Jesus, I was doomed to spend eternity away from God in hell. I knew it was all over for me.
Psalms 107:19-20
Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress.
He sent forth his word and healed them and saved them from the grave.
After watching the sun rise and set on the water, I finally prayed to God and asked him to save me. I made a vow that I would change my ways if only he would have mercy on me.
Ephesians 2:8-9
For by grace you have been saved through faith, and this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God — not the result of works, so that no one may boast.
I swam ashore at the Sanctuary Hotel on Kiawah Island 18 hours after leaving Folly. I knew that my survival was a miracle and that I could in no way attribute this feat to my own strength. I was and am still to this day saved purely by the grace of God.
Numbers 21:9
So Moses made a serpent of bronze, and put it upon a pole; and whenever a serpent bit someone, that person would look at the serpent of bronze and live.
John 3:14-15
And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.
After my swim, I gazed upon the cross of Christ and found salvation in him. I surrendered my life to Jesus and received his gift of forgiveness and eternal life. I had spent my whole life cowering in fear over where I would spend eternity, and now for the first time, I knew – and still know – that I will live forever with God in Heaven.
Psalms 107:21-22
Let them give thanks to the LORD for his mercy and the wonders he does for his children.
Let them offer a sacrifice of thanksgiving and tell of his acts with shouts of joy.
Since I finally realized that life is a gift, I was filled with simple joy over being alive. I still to this day rejoice in the ground underneath my feet and the breath that it is in my lungs – two things I never thought I would have again.
John 3:16-17
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.
For almost seven years, I have been walking with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I realized that he did not come to condemn me, but to rescue me from sin and death. He brought me from death to life, from darkness to light, and from Folly into his perfect Sanctuary. Truly, how great is our God!!!